Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Matthew 7:7
In 2014, it all started with one simple question:
“What is the truth?”
As my fingers glided across my keyboard, key-by-key, letter-by-letter, click after click, words began appearing within the little white input box within a Google tab on the browser of my work computer.
My heart felt as though it was melting like a candlestick that was left burning for several hours, as a swell was raising within my throat, and I tried to hold back the pain that was about to erupt into a treacherous tsunami down the rounded hills that were so eloquently placed as an acquaintance to the nose that laid as a border between them upon my sallow face.
Sitting near a colleague in a setting that was so close in proximity that I could feel the scent of his sea-salt crystal, wannabe-deodorant tickle the inside of my wavering nostril hairs. I did everything I could mentally to not breakdown at work.
I was craving something to take my mind off of the pain I was feeling inside and I was seeking earnestly for an answer to the reason I was being inflicted with this nauseating beach ball that was being spun on replay within my inner being. I was yearning for a reason as to why pain even exists on earth. Thoughts were rolling around in my mind like a restless night of sleep. Thought after thought about life and its meaning, and why we’re even in existence on this terrestrial ball of H20 and dirt, especially if pain is involved.
It was 2014, three years after being baptized and coming to Christ.
As a new chapter began in my walk of faith, another had just ended. Me and My high-school sweetheart of 9 years, the man who I thought I would grow wrinkly and grey-haired old with, broke-up.
I felt like a grade-school child inside, but the thought that began pouring out my finger tips would be a childish request wrapped around a golden nugget of hidden wisdom. Yet, little did I know, It would take almost 7 years to even scratch a micron of that childish wrapper off the surface of the wisdom entailed within it.
My question was innocent, similar to the innocence that Eve possessed before her fall. And within that quest for a Higher Truth, little did I know, the deception of the infamous slithering serpent was hiding around the corner waiting for his subtle attack on an emotionally broken individual.
Young in faith and barely able to crawl within it, I tripped and fell into a deep dark rabbit hole I would have never foreseen stumbling into.
My search query brought me across a few different sites that didn’t have much that stuck, but upon hitting the back button out of an unsatisfying search result, I scrolled a little more and came across a site that had to do with books from the dead sea scrolls, one in particular titled the book of Thomas. I began to read and became immersed in the information I was visually consuming. It was like it was quenching a little piece of the emotional pain I was feeling and that fueled the soon to become quest-for-“truth” addiction. Somehow, that book led to more information about hidden knowledge. Knowledge that was “intentionally” hidden. That was the beginning.
I was seeking “truth”. I was craving truth. I needed it. I couldn’t think about anything else except for finding ways to get it and more of it.
After that day, I began bringing headphones to work to feed my addiction and scoured youtube listening to videos I would find about similar subjects related to the book I was reading through prior. That was a snowball effect on the digital world of Youtube. And back in 2014, censorship on YouTube was unthought of, so there were mounds of information you could easily get your eye balls on…
Video after related-video, my ears were absorbing information like a dry-sponge craving water in the hot Arizona desert in the middle of July.
Truth seeking lead to the “truth or truthers movement”. Which lead to uncovering the truth about our world regarding, the elites, religious systems, governments, the health care system, food system etc.
As certain truths became “illumined”, somewhere on the mysterious journey, I don’t really recall where the fall happened – it happened so fast – somewhere along the line I started listening to things that were completely contrary to my belief system.
The lamp was covered. And darkness was all that could be seen…
I was curious, so I continued to listen. That’s where the mistake happened… That’s where the fork in the road appeared and I took a path that sharply veered me down a dark, dark path.
I stumbled into the New Age Movement.
The rabbit hole led me to exploring the esoteric, occult, tarot, angel cards, psychic teachings, magick (yes that’s spelt correctly) and “dark” arts, that were completely against what I grew up learning or believing. Things that I knew were wrong yet, somehow was misled to explore due to curiosity and the deception of a false truth, at that time I thought it was the truth that I was seeking for. I was brainwashed very quickly into thinking this was truth “hidden” from the masses to control the people. I was too young in faith to realize how the enemy twists truth in with massive lies.
The same way that Eve was deceived. The New Age is full of teachings about Jesus, but I didn’t realize the twisted truths because I didn’t know the Word of God enough to cut through all the lies.
I don’t want to go into too much details on this subject, because I do not want to lead anyone to even spend a moment looking into that deception, but to keep it short, I wondered in that treacherous dark trap for over 2 years. Growing more in deception and getting further and further from the real truth that I was seeking for in the first place.
Due to the deception I was consuming an extremely unhealthy manner, similar to the addiction that occurs from drugs, I began following those teachings and looking for “signs,” of which now I understand why the bible warns to beware of “lying signs and wonders” that would come from that of the anti-christ.
We’re told in the beginning of Genesis that there are two things that existed in the beginning of creation, light and darkness. Without strong roots and a foundation planted in the word of Truth which is the Word of God, one can easily be deceived by the darkness in the world.
It got to a point where God, had to intervene and rescue the one sheep that was led from the pack of 99 — he had to rescue, me. And he did it with his rod.
He did it with his rod.
I never really understood what this verse meant:
“thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.”
Psalm 23:
In 2017, I learned a hard lesson that taught me what the meaning of the word “rod” in this verse really means; through an experience I will never forget.
If you’re unfamiliar, as I was, to how Shepards heard and protect their flocks, then this will give you some amazing insight into the majesty of our awesome God.
Everything in creation is a Microcosm of a Macrocosm; always remember this.
Shepards carry two objects with them to manage their sheep. One is for guidance and the other is for discipline.
I think you can guess which one is used for discipline.
That’s right; His rod.
The rod can be used to beat off and fend for the sheep if an intruder enters the gates, but that isn’t the only thing the rod is used for.
When a sheep leaves the flock and wanders away, the Shepard leads him back subtly to the flock with his staff. However, when a sheep is insistent on continuing to venture out beyond the gates which the Shepard has deemed safe for his flock, he must do something more impactful to get the sheep to never venture out again.
He takes his rod and breaks the sheep’s legs.
Intense, I know. I was shocked when I learned about that also. But the Shepard does it out of love for his sheep. A measure that may seem harsh, but ultimately is meant to save its life. He doesn’t want not even one of his sheep to get away from him and fall to a fate of which he cannot return from, wether it be being attacked and eaten or falling off a cliff.
The rod is used to discipline the sheep in such a way that he will never want to venture out beyond the gates of his safe keeping and from the protection of his Shepard again.
The Shepard breaks the sheep’s legs so that the sheep becomes dependent on the Shepard, needing him to help him eat and drink and get around.
Don’t believe me? See for yourself…
He leaves the 99 to save the 1.
Our amazing savior and Shepard loves each and every one of his sheep. So much that he will leave the 99, who are safe in the pleasure and pasture within the gates, to go out and find the one who was led astray and ventured into unsafe territory, outside the safety of his gate or refuge.
This verse in psalms 23 didn’t make sense till this moment in my life. Deep within the deception of the New Age, God brought his Rod of correction to beat me off of that dark and wicked path.
In this instance the rod of correction came through a sudden life-threatening illness that came out of nowhere at the age of 28.
Only 9 months after giving birth to my beautiful baby girl. Having no prior underlying conditions and completely healthy up until the age of 28, I was diagnosed with over 20 different life-threatening medical conditions all stemming from a sepsis infection, which developed out of no where, without any prior warning.
I spent almost a month in a hospital, away from my newborn child, in and out of worlds.
I will remind you again that I was baptized 5 years prior to this devastating experience and sometimes I wonder what would have happened had I not made that important decision, prior to my illness. This gave me an entirely new understanding of the word “salvation” and it’s true meaning. One definition of the word is simply:
Salvation
Definition: preservation or deliverance from harm, ruin, or loss.
What I experienced was most definitely the definition of the Salvation God provides His children with, even the seemingly rebellious ones.
What I saw during this time changed my life, perspective and beliefs entirely.
I had visions of parts of my life flash before my mind, revealing areas of sin that I had not repented of. The ones I remember vividly are the ones that I did after being “born again” and coming to christ. When I was baptized I was still living with my boyfriend and consorting in sexual relations, aka fornicating, after I was baptized.
I keep reiterating the words “after I was baptized” for a reason, I will get to that later…
As if I were watching a movie screen of my life and the main sin that was heavy in my life, being the highlight, which was sexual sins.
Other sins were revealed as well, including the wrong turn I made with the new age.
I was being shown the road I was taking that would have led me straight to the pit; even after being baptized. God gave me numerous visions that felt like real life simulations due to the realism of it all during this time. It first started with the deepest, darkest, reaches of the bottomless pit and the horror that lies there. However, because this part of my experience was vivid, extremely horrifying and disturbing, I will divulge more of this experience as time progresses on this site and as I feel led to share further.
The most important take away from that is I was baptized, yet I still experienced a glimpse of Hell. Why? This experience contradicts everything that is taught in modern day churches. And it is the reason I must share my experiences and view point, to hopefully wake people up, especially those who call themselves Christian.
My experience wasn’t limited to that nightmare however, there were short moments of time where I was shown what an amazing place heaven would be, if I was allowed through the gates. There even was a moment in time where I was isolated in the hospital sitting in bed and upon looking down at the sheets of the bed, I saw the shroud of Christ in a glowing vivid picture that is still imprinted in my mind 3 and a half years later. Throughout my time in the hospital I also began to develop a burning sensation in both palms of my hands that would not go away for weeks.
After seeing that incredible image of the glowing light of Christ and being so ill, unable to even wash myself, nurses brought me to a shower and I remember as they scrubbed my back with a wash cloth it felt as though my back was being washed with acid. I cried and screamed in agonizing pain as the nurses rubbed my back, they remained perplexed, unaware of the pain I was feeling inside. The feeling I can only venture to imagine would be how Christ’s back may have felt after having the stripes he endured for us imprinted on His precious back. If they would have scrubbed his back with soap and water after being beaten, this is how I’d imagine it would have felt. It was excruciating pain. And I deserved it, because of the one wrong turn I made those years prior upon delving into the deception I did. He took pain that no man can even contemplate, and He did it to redeem us back to the Father. He endured ruthless agonizing pain to save you, and to save me.
Yet, so many take it for granted.
It was the most intense, painful, eye opening event of my entire life. And I will remind you I had given birth 9 months prior, which in some cases is most woman’s version of the aforementioned.
I was being given a hair strand glimpse at the pain endured by our Lord and savior to redeem us from our sins.
How could I have turned away and be led in such a wrong direction? God was giving me a vivid experience that I would never forget. One where I could never be led astray again.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I had so many questions. So many vivid memories of the things that God revealed to me during those days where he ripped me out of the world and chastened me to my core. The majority of all that I had learned prior to the experience as it pertained to the new age, was wiped practically clean from my memory due to the infection I endured; literal and figuratively speaking.
After coming out of that treacherous experience, you would think I would instantly run into His arms, but it took time. I was so scared and frightened by what I had experienced I couldn’t even comprehend and digest it all.
So even though I went back to church the first Sunday upon getting out, I didn’t study much of anything for over a year. And I went back to living, unmarried with the father of my child.
Till one day, God began to weigh on my heart; heavily.
I began realizing elements of the experience I went through were awakening me to things I needed to address in my life. Sins that I kept repeating, over and over throughout out my youth and even in adulthood. Like a bad record on replay. Similar patterns I began to become aware of. I realized there were things I needed to give up and give to God to help me overcome. I noticed that sins, kept leading to more sins and some sins I didn’t even understand why I was being drawn to. It was like a snowball effect.
The definition of sin…
4 Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law.
1 John 3:4 | King James Version
Until I decided to change.
That’s where it all began. The moment things started making sense is the moment I decided to change. The moment I realized, what I was doing, the decisions I was making in my life were not in line with His will for my life. The moment I truly began to repent.
In Sept of 2018, I fasted on the day of Yom Kippur (day of atonement) and repented from any sins that came to mind that day.
This is the moment, I felt God doing something in me. I didn’t know what it was at the time, but over a short time I began feeling an aversion to things that I would have otherwise done that was considered a sin (1 John 3:4) and began going in a different direction.
I began seeking God. Seeking to learn His Will. Seeking to hear His voice. Seeking His Face.
29 But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul.
Deuteronomy 4:29
I slowly began feeling a new sense of self control blooming in my life as I began to grow closer to God. Slowly, crucifying the flesh and it’s desires day-by-day.
A few months later, I separated from my daughters father and moved into an apartment as a single mom, determined to get right with God.
Determined to seek Him. His will and His path with a clean slate.
January of 2019 I began going to church weekly, reading more, asking more questions, and craving God. Craving His truth. All the while still wondering why he had caused me to experience certain things that I experienced when I was sick. Still trying to understand why he would show me hell — the most terrifying experience of my life.
The Daniel Fast…
In the Spring of 2019, I decided to partake in a church-wide fast called “The Daniel Fast” and I fasted for a few different reasons that year, but one of the most important ones was wanting to grow closer to God. I wanted to know Him. I wanted to know His purpose for my life. What His will is. I wanted to hear Him. I wanted to do right in His eyes.
So I fasted for 21 days, and I ate no pleasant foods.
2 In those days I Daniel was mourning three full weeks. 3 I ate no pleasant bread, neither came flesh nor wine in my mouth, neither did I anoint myself at all, till three whole weeks were fulfilled.
Daniel 10:3
At the end of this fast that very night, I had a vision as I drifted off to sleep.
The vision I had was this:
“I stood, midway amongst a stairwell, ascending up the staircase. I looked up and saw a white dog standing at the top of the stairwell with a yellow book and a palm branch, within it’s mouth.”
April 23, 2019
I jolted out of my sleep, heart racing due to the sudden and intense flash of imagery within my mind that came out of no where. I felt like I was just smacked with the most vivid image and was completely baffled by the vision I just had.
What on earth could that mean!?
I tried to calm down and brushed it off as a strange vision of my tired mind. And drifted back off to sleep.
The “Yellow Book” Symbolism
The next day had a strong urge to buy my father a bible, so I went to Barnes and Noble and spent a long while looking at all the bibles trying to find one that would have large text and be easy for him to read and understand. So after what seemed like a hour in that aisle, having looked at a few dozen bibles, I came across one I must have overlooked and hadn’t seen prior. It was a yellow book, that happened to be the large print I was looking for and on the front was written “Holy Bible”.
I was in awe as it instantly brought me back to the memory of the vision I had the night prior.
Now I was completely perplexed.
But, this entire vision wouldn’t make sense until a year later into my studies.
Eating the Word.
I began watching, reading and listening to anything and everything that had to do with God. “How to hear God”, “How to get close to God”, “How to find God’s Purpose for my life”, “What is God’s Will” and “What is God’s will for my life”. I searched so many questions that I lost track. I consumed so much content that I imagine my brain had to archive many old memories and information to make way for the flood of information I was digesting at an intense rate. This time my addiction for truth was on a more solid foundation and a more healthy exploration and discovery than my prior search for “truth”.
I was dedicated to seeking, and finding God.
So dedicated that I stopped listening to secular music and significantly decreased the amount of secular movies I was watching to make more time for learning about Him and washing my mind with only encouraging and uplifting messages.
I spent any time I could, listening to things that would fill me with His truth and build up my faith.
I kept this pace up for several months, leading into 2020.
The year the world changed. And things started to finally make sense.
2020 the year that will go down in the history books due to the global pandemic known as the coronavirus.
I sit writing this on July 30th, 2020 a little past the middle of the year and so many changes going on in the world. From mandatory face masks to 6 feet of social distancing. The world has changed, significantly.
But, in the midst of it all, I dug even deeper in search of His truth.
And now with a new fuel behind it of wanting to know what I needed to do to protect my family during the pandemic.
Just, faithful and merciful, God lead me to His truth and the things that were once veiled until recently.
This truth would answer the very question that started this entire journey up until now, which was “what is the truth“. The question that took 5 years to finally come to surface.
Upon coming to this revelation, the vision I had a year prior finally began making sense. The puzzle of an experience I had 3.5 years ago began coming together to form a broader perspective of a message God was trying to reveal to me.
The warning.
I didn’t mention this above, but while I was sick God, gave me a vision of end times and a significant time point of 6 years from the time I was sick. He revealed other things to me during that time, which I didn’t understand until after the events occurred. One being a major event that took place several months after I got better, that was televised worldwide.
But it’s 3.5 years later and look where we’re at now with what’s going on in the world. There are talks about the mark of the beast and end times everywhere.
I can’t say for sure what will occur in the future, no man can, but, all I know is God had me go through the experience I did to come back with a warning to Christian’s and non.
And now more than ever we need to seek Him and His truth over everything else and come to the realization that we’ve been lied to and misguided in modern day churches.
Revealing The Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing.
The vision making more sense now, came to be a revealing of the “dogs”. In biblical interpretation utilizing scripture we see:
“Beware of dogs, beware of evil workers, beware of the concision.”
Philippians 3:2:
“But outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the sexually immoral, the murderers, the idolaters, and everyone who loves and practices falsehood.”
Revelation 22:15
“Keep watch over yourselves and the entire flock of which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers. Be shepherds of the church of God, which He purchased with His own blood. I know that after my departure, savage wolves will come in among you and will not spare the flock. Even from your own number, men will rise up and distort the truth to draw away disciples after them.Therefore be alert and remember that for three years I never stopped warning each of you night and day with tears.”
Acts 20:28
The “dogs” or wolves are encompassed throughout modern day Christianity and have completely twisted the true words and directions of our Messiah.
11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
2 Thessalonians 2:11-12 – KJV
12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
Unfortunately, because of most proclaiming modern day Christians, they believe the lies, because their heart’s are full of unrighteousness. But, most importantly, they are under a strong delusion put there by God, until the time comes for Him to remove the delusion, and give them eyes to finally see.
Defining Unrighteousness
But, what is unrighteousness really? We hear righteousness and unrighteousness thrown around loosely have you ever stopped to truly think about what those terms really means?
As with all biblical studies, we use scripture to interpret scripture.
And for those new in the Christian faith, the original scripture used for reproof as spoken of in 2 Timothy 3:16 was referring to the Old Testament ONLY. A lot of modern churches throw New Testament scriptures around using them for correction, and this is okay in certain instances, but when you’re interpreting New Testament you cannot do so with only New Testament scripture. You MUST go back to the Old Testament which they would have been quoting from and were thoroughly versed in to discover the true meanings of what was being said.
Keep in mind, the New Testament didn’t exist when the apostles were walking with Jesus and even afterwards during their first teachings. The New Testament wasn’t written till nearly half a century later!
I say this because it is the basis of my theological studies and what has helped me clear up a lot of confusion that I had growing up within the Christian community.
With that said, let’s move on to what the meaning of unrighteousness is based on scriptural interpretation.
“And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful: “Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.”
Romans 1:28-32
Okay, so we see where unrighteousness falls in line with the grand scheme of all things wicked. But, let’s get an even better look at the meaning by taking it’s polarity in to thought; what does righteousness mean?
“Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?”
2 Corinthians 6:14
So we see there is a strong polar opposite comparison between the term “righteousness” and “lawlessness” and “light” and “dark”. I will go into more detail about this in future writings but for now we see the basic correlation or rather yet, opposing equals.
Let’s touch on one more New Testament verse, to really drive my point across.
7 Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.
8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
9 ***Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.***
10 In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.
11 For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another.”
1 John 3:4
Now, let’s go to the Old Testament to get the MEAT.
“Thy righteousness is an everlasting righteousness, and thy law is the truth.”
Psalms 119:142 KJV
Scccchhhhrrcccchhhhh… Did you hear those tires? Good. I hope I got your attention there because this is where modern day churches have completely deviated and have become the same individuals that Jesus spoke about when he rebuked the Pharisees and the Sudducees for their “man-made” laws, not the laws of God which due to the word “law” and it’s terrible translation has led the masses astray from the true teachings of Christ.
“So then, the Law is holy, and the commandment is holy and righteous and good.”
Romans 7:12
29 If ye know that he is righteous, ye know that every one that doeth righteousness is born of him.
1 John 2:29 KJV
“Open ye the gates, that the righteous nation which keepeth the truth may enter in.”
Isaiah 26:2 KJV
In order to understand what was truly being said you must understand who the Pharisees and Sadducees were and what they believed in order to truly understand what was being said here. I will go more into detail on this topic in the future but in short, they believed in the Oral Law, as well as the Written Law. The “Oral Law” is where Jesus’ rebukes aimed at, NOT the law that was given by God which has been twisted in modern day christianity as the “law that was done away with.”
“For laying aside the commandment of God, ye hold the tradition of men, as the washing of pots and cups: and many other such like things ye do.
Mark 7:8-9 KJV
And he said unto them, Full well ye reject the commandment of God, that ye may keep your own tradition.”
“But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.”
Matthew 15:9
Righteousness is always used to denote covenant keeping or “law” keeping (See above Romans 1:28-32). Contrary to what the “lawless” modern day churches have been teaching.
“And many false prophets will arise and lead many astray. 12 And because lawlessness will be increased, the love of many will grow cold.”
Matthew 24:11-12
“For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven.”
Matthew 5:20 KJV
If there is no law then why are we warned of what will happen if we become “lawless” throughout scripture?
Side Bar: The purpose of this blog, through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, is to help wake up those who have been deceived and led astray into man-made teachings and even the celebration of pagan holidays to lead them back to God and His Truth that his Son reveals. This will be discussed further in future writings as well.
“26 If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, 27 but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God. 28 Anyone who rejected the law of Moses died without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. 29 How much more severely do you think someone deserves to be punished who has trampled the Son of God underfoot, who has treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified them, and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? 30 For we know him who said, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,”[d] and again, “The Lord will judge his people.”[e] 31 It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.”
Hebrews 10:26
Yes, you read that correctly… these are the types of verses they don’t share with the masses or those who do not study intently.
“Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.”
2 Timothy 2:15 KJV
Because they don’t want you to wake up. Because if you do, their business will implode.
12 Then Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the seats of those selling doves. 13 And He declared to them, “It is written: ‘My house will be called a house of prayer.’ But you are making it ‘a den of robbers.’ ”
Matthew 21:12
With all that said, as you can see there is a lot to touch on simply with the wolves or dogs that have taken the word in their mouths and have twisted it for profit through mega churches and “the prosperity gospel”.
“For it would be better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than having known it, to turn away from the holy commandment handed on to them”
Matthew 19:17
Awakening to the Truth.
It’s taken me over 3 years to come to the understanding I have now. After being shown a glimpse of Hell and the punishment I witnessed and mentally experienced as a BAPTIZED BELIEVER, I knew something was missing from what was being taught. And God revealed that to me through that experience. The thought process of we’re just “sinners saved by grace” and “once saved always saved” was truly shaken when I experienced the things I did. But it’s only now after true repentance (T’shuvah), intense study, and truly seeking God and His kingdom first, was I able to begin to see past the veil that had me under the same delusion that the masses within Christianity are experiencing. The truth is right in front of your eyes and Jesus spoke the truth and led his people to the Truth, but you will only find His truth, when you stop seeing “mans”.
It is my hope that through my writings I can help others come to the same understanding that I have come to and lead others to walk on the straight and narrow path, that only few find.
I’ll leave you with these concluding thoughts to ponder until my next writing. These are the same thoughts I pondered when I realized something was missing.
If the bible, as well as the book of revelation, speak of few entering the kingdom, then where does that leave the 2.3 billion professing Christians?
“And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:”
Revelation 2:26 KJV
“Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.”
Revelation 14:12 KJV
“And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’”
Matthew 7:23
“Everyone who makes a practice of sinning also practices lawlessness; sin is lawlessness.”
1 John 3:4
4 Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law.
1 John 3:4
So after reading all that, tell me. Do you still think the “law” really was done away with? Or is that another doctrine of men, that Jesus warned us about?
I will leave that for you to pray about.
“The conclusion, when all has been heard, is: fear God and keep His commandments, because this applies to every person.”
James 2:17 KJV